ew xanga is gay.

myspace is hott.

www.myspace.com/tragicmess

bye bye.

Currently Listening Candy Shop By 50 Cent see related

hmm.. update forizzle!

Alotta stuff has been going on lately... alotta stuff thats made me realize alot.

* I loveeeeeeeeee my job!

*Been working out everynight after work and tanning and iv lost about 10 pounds so far, hoping to lose another 15 by my birthday

 *Me and matt had our 10 month anniversary this past week!!. time is flying by  thats for sure and well were completely inlove incase u couldnt tell.....

PINKladyGERT: i cant see you without each other now.

nicolexsayss: you guys
nicolexsayss: are too cute

*Got the Report card this week as well.... this year has been one of the best years grade wise iv had in awhile... i suppose thats cuz this year has been ALOT less stressful.

* i miss my kyle salmon alot!, hes been home alot lately but then he leaves again and that makes me sad cuz i know once june comes hes gonna be leaving and wont be home for along time

isnt he handsome.love that boy!

*I have to say... that the feeling of overcomming something is a great feeling.Especially when u never thought u would get there.   i just wanna scream that off the roof of the empire state building. lol im a dork.

*Soo in april, im like going to new york to like see my lauren lolo to like SEE COPELAND IN CONCERT!! ahhhhhhh like oh mah gawd! im gonna frickin pee my pants. love it, love her.

I dont really use xanga anymore.. only every now and then. Mostly myspace

www.myspace.com/tragicmess

Welll.. thats about it for now

this weekend Im just working both jobs, hanging out with my biff and then sunday matts taking me ice skating!!! haha cant wait

J to the J

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me.
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when the memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Exams are OVERRRRR!!! the only good thing they brought was 3 half days. And well that was a perfect start to our  four day weeekend.

Things are still goin good i suppose, only a few dents but its w.e

* Kyles homeeeeee till tuesday

i got my hair done... again!  Looooooooooooook

i like it better with the blonde... i liked the red to but it came out to fast. Soooo ill keep this for awhile<3

ok im having a moment,

I guess... lately iv just realized how much this one person in my life means to me. It took me awhile but now well i know why they came into my life. Before i met this person, i was sad.. almost all the time, i never had a reason to smile and every time i did it would get shot down to a frown again. Before i met this person, i never knew what it was like to love someone and have them love me back just as much, i never knew what it was like to respect myself and stand up for myself and not let someone treat me like shit, they tought how much i deserve as a person, they raised my self-esteem, they helped me overcome something i never in my life thought i would overcome. They made me realize how someone should be treated, they made me realize that sometimes you just have to let go, and most imporantly they made me realize that my life now is 1000000 times better than it was because they are in it..... i dont know what id do without him. I love you Matt.. you mean so much to me.. thanks for everything you have done!

you and me..... thats forever

Currently Listening Seventeen Days By 3 Doors Down see related

"just the two of us fishing out all our dreams
Its a metaphor, for you and me
Its tried to ignore, but its plain to see
so pull me back if im getting away
and hold on by these threads
as we go our seperate ways
but just remember the dreams we made"

Happy New years!!

i need to update cuz ppl keep leaving happy new year comments on my old post

Break really sucked this year.. did nothing but work both jobs.. i did loose 7 pounds though so thats a good thing.. but i guess it was cuz i was always on the go. Really didnt get to do much cuz i was never home, i was either at work or sleeping.. but i need a car and im hopefully getting one sooooooooon.

Dreading going back to school on tuesday

My new years =

it was a great night

new years resolution- to forget the bad and start enjoying the good thats come into my life this past year!

<3

 Im hopelessly hopeful
         that your just hopeless enough